“It’s been half a year since I last spoke to the one person I think about every single day. That’s six months of my life just wasted, on top of the eighteen months I spent getting to know him, which, ultimately, lead to this. It lead to nothing. It lead me to write down my pathetic, little thoughts on pieces of paper because I can’t say these words to him. But I wrote this one to let him know - somehow - that I’m done waiting. And I’m not bitter anymore, about any of it, because I’m learning to see the good through the bad, through the months and months of pain and heartache he probably doesn’t even know he made. Because I realise now that he taught me a lesson, and it taught me that I’m going to find more than him, someday, and that I deserve to. I know I’ll probably never speak to him again, and I’m not sure I even really want to, so if I don’t, I’ll leave him with one final secret. And this is it. I loved him. From what I know about love and from how much I believe in it, I think that was what I felt. Because it’s more than I’ve ever felt for anybody else, and it’s so much more than what anybody else will ever feel for him. This is my secret. It is his to keep.”
Written and submitted by porcelain—bones.tumblr.com
I also want to just say that I don’t know much about anything, but I’ve been through some stuff that might be similar to your stuff, so come and talk to me if you need a friend. I post some weird things sometimes, but I will listen to you… just like I wish he would listen to me.
PS: All of my other writing, submitted through whitepaperquotes, will be posted here very soon.
(If you could post this for everyone to see, I thank you from the bottom of my heart.)
I think it just may be perfect
You’re the person of my dreams
I never ever ever ever been this happy
But now something has changed
And The Truth About Love is it’s all a lie
I thought you were the one, and I hate goodbyes
Oh, you want the truth?
The truth about love is it’s nasty and…
It’s late so here are just some highlights and ramblings and stuff I thought about love today…
…love means forgiving the people you love even when it hurts and it’s hard. Even if it means readjusting your expectations for them based on what you would do for them just because they will never do…
lolololololololol what is aiiiir!!!!!1!
that was the funniest video that I have seen evaaar!
It didn’t work when I clicked the “play” button. So I reblogged it and it did!
must be played omg dead
You can be surprised how fast someone can abandon you. Expose you to the worst pain ever, and all the love you feel for them, shove it up in your ass and kick you on the radioactive rain for days, then after a week, they spill you with gasoline and set you on fire. But you still manage to stand…